So, who is Emma? Part II

Yeah, so the last post was mostly about the guy me, this one's about the girl me. I think it's obvious thus far, I want to be one. If I'd been born a girl, my parents would have called me Rebecca. I'm not taking that as my first name as it's the same as another TG blog, and that's what it always reminds me of. So, when I first talked to someone about this, in real life, they asked what I would take for name, and I chose Emma. I think I'll take Rebecca as my middle name. Anyway, there's a lot of things I'd like to do as Emma, or just as a girl in general, that I can't do now. Things like dye my hair, or paint my nails. I grew my hair really quite long a while ago, and it's getting long again now, and I've always kept my nails quite long. It's mildly acceptable for a guy to do these things, but if I painted my nails bright red, and dyed my hair blonde or red as I'd like to do, that would be less acceptable. I could do it, just as I shave my legs (nice images for you there...) but people would ask questions, and at this stage I'd like to keep my two worlds separate. Anyway, I would love to do all that, and to dress up in skirts everyday, like a normal girl. As a girl, I would always wear dresses and skirts as much as possible, and be a real girly girl. This is shown in other ways too. I mentioned my love of Taylor Swift, and my music taste would be typically girly, with a pink ipod, pink phone etc. I can't do these things, and it has hurt me with not being able to. That's not to say I've not experimented. Short of dying my hair, I've shaved (and on one occasion) waxed my legs, mucked about with make up, and cross dressed in the past. Currently there's a pink dress hidden in one of my cupboards (its two sizes too big but hey). I'll go into more about my history at another stage, but I'd just like to say here that it's not a fetish thing. I've read about the differences between TG's and crossdressers/crossdreamers on blogs much better than this one, and while I call myself an autogynephiliac to an extent, it is due to a never ending desire to be a girl. One day I will be Emma, but as I've said that's not now due to certain things, and that will  be covered in another post for another day.

I think it's due for a caption. But before then I'd like to spell out how this blog will work. I hope to keep it updated every day, or every few at least, but this won't just be these sort of posts, with a cap at the end. I plan to have two "feature" posts a week (which I'm keeping a surprise for now) which won't have captions. Hopefully they'll be interesting enough to keep entertained those who visit just for the caps. Sometimes, when I don't have anything to say, I might just do a post of some caps, which will be better for some I suspect. About the caps, I don't claim that they'll be any good, or original in fact, and also I'll probably be keeping them softcore. I think that's all, so I'll leave you with this cap, appropriately with Taylor Swift.

Emma x